To start off I have ZERO inspiration lately. That's a problem? YES! I finally want to draw and relax and feel amazing, but there's zero inspiration. I'm currently looking for a model to draw. I'm not having much luck at all o.o", not even from my friends online. Which is still few.
Finished the second day of school today. I must admit it was only slightly better than the first day, but it's still not looking too great. I'm sure things will get better when I start playing in orchestra, get my report card from last year, and take my first AR test of the year. My goal is to beat the AR top score! Will I succeed? Most likely not. I'd have to get about 1200 AR points. Harry Potter here I come I guess.
Broke up with my last boyfriend, Jake. He's not taking it well, and I guess I'm not either. I don't know how I'm doing on that since I seem to lack real emotion. I hate wearing mask infront of my friends but it needs to be done.
I have my bestfriend, Lieh, back though, so that is one good thing in my life. He doesn't trust me, but I don't expect him to after what I did to him. I hate being influenced easily!!
If anyone wants to model--HIT ME UP! I'll pay when and if possible and give model credit to you for my drawing.
Be strong <3 Don't sacrifice true love.