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Long time no seeee. Talking about a lot has changed! Nothing as really changed for me actually. I've been going through love/emotion issues which caused big body/self-image issues. It got pretty bad.
How long has it been?
So very long it seems. I have not even really thought of this place. In search of an old website I tried to make many years ago, I happened upon my deviantart instead. It's been four years since I've been here. I have yet to know what is hidden from myself in this place. Am I ready to dive into that old part of me? Only one way to find out!
Much has changed.
Tons actually. For one, according to the last journal I posted, I was in contact with Lieh and even missing him. He is no longer part of my life and I plan on keeping it that way this time. I'm having trouble working through things with myself, but I seem okay.
At least to myself. There are friends that I'm treasuring more and more lately. High school is almost finished with me and I'm terrified I'll never see any of my friends again. Especially with the distance that is being placed between one of my close friends. I thought that we were going to get close. I want to almost call him my best friend but in all honesty, he already has a best f
Devious Journal Entry
It's been a beautiful rainy day, which doesn't come as often as I'd like at all. It was wonderful. Sooo, of course I just HAD to go for a walk when the rain had finally let up. I went with my sisters and we took a good number of pictures that turned out pretty horrible! Ohhh how I wish I had a real camera. I post a few pictures up, not at all the best but the ones I settled on anyway.
I finally got some real rest last night. I've been reading/listening to the audio of Les Miserables. Eveyday, at all times, trying to get through it and at the same time follow what's going on. Yesterday I didn't listen to my audio for the first time. It was gr
School + Stress
To start off I have ZERO inspiration lately. That's a problem? YES! I finally want to draw and relax and feel amazing, but there's zero inspiration. I'm currently looking for a model to draw. I'm not having much luck at all o.o", not even from my friends online. Which is still few.
Finished the second day of school today. I must admit it was only slightly better than the first day, but it's still not looking too great. I'm sure things will get better when I start playing in orchestra, get my report card from last year, and take my first AR test of the year. My goal is to beat the AR top score! Will I succeed? Most likely not. I'd have to get
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